Dawn

I’m up before 7am and going to the gym! Honestly. I sent the entire day yesterday at Brent Cross, buying clothes, including trainers and stuff I can exercise in. I will also look into sessions with a personal trainer, as I have put on a bit of weight and I don’t like it! The place looks fantastic, sauna, solarium, beauty room etc. There is no point being skinny but not fit!

 Going to see The Glass Menagerie tonight in the West End. I haven’t been to the theatre since my second year of uni, when I fell asleep during Julius Ceasar and later had to write about it.

Step

I have booked my TEFL course! It’s the weekend after next in London…I’m back to my Thailand research.

Boring

I’m getting bored of my own indecisiveness. Every day I come up with a new idea and by the end of the day, I’ve talked myself out of it. Sarah did it the other day too and I laughed at her. Then I came up with a plan which could help us both out and we are already finding excuses not to do it.

At the back of my mind, I have always harboured the notion that something extraordinary will happen to me at the right time. So when faced with a decision, I am always concerned that I could be fucking with my own destiny. 

 So, back to square one…teach English abroad or do work experience here?

 Oh…and incidentally…he’s gone.